Thanks guys ... ^-^ ...

I went to church today ... felt like very long time didn catch up with them ... infact is "true"... Couldn't sleep for the last few nite ... don't know why ... hopefully someone can walk in and tell me what was happening in me ... ^-^ ... Prayed for the whole nite before i went to bed last nite ... i do hope that i can cry out to the Lord when i was prayed but i couldn't ... something was blocking me ... tears just hardly to fall ... Why ... ? Maybe i just need to be more focus and surrender wholeheartedly to the Lord ... Trying to be strong but found out that i'm not as strong as i think ... ^-^ ... Alot of things happened in office,my house ... relationship ... and even financially (my car break down) ... ~haiz~ *gosh* ... things i don't wish to happen now happened again ... in office somemore ... *died hard* ... Clarify it asap once i found out ... coz i just don't want something bad happen "again" ... i cant bear it anymore ... *Gosh* ... Tired physically and mentally ... need more rest ...^-^ ... But God is still in the centre of my heart ... my life ... ^-^ ... Nothing can compare to Him ... ^-^ ... THANKS GOD ...