Busy Month ...

So busy ... busy for the whole month ... already missed 2 cell group and 1 sunday service ... and missed my media meeting too ...^-^... God ... what should i do now ... i don want to miss it but i just hope to finish my work earlier so that i can rest earlier ... *-*... Time flies ... only a while already until 10pm ... everyday worked till 10.30pm-11.00pm ... Give me strength and i don want to move into spiritual retirement so early ... i still want to continue but how to balance it ... ? is a very tough question ... i know God is blessed me alot so far ... at first when i transfered to 1B ... i really no mood to continue but in my heart ... i nvr complaint ... juz knew that God wanted me to learn something thats why He put me here ... i juz do my best for my work even tot is hard and new some more ... My income not really enuf at first actually (even if i continue to work in WS) ... But i knew that God had something for me here ... In the month of September,i had an increment (not many) ... but at least something and boss also gav me car allowance (you know..i live in Kepayan ... is very far from here ... almost 45 minute drive) ... i'm amazed of it coz at first when they transfered me to 1B ... i request for it but they didn giv me ... the reason is everyone here also no allawance ... so do i ... Now ... boss offered it to me by himself ... so supprise ...!^-^ Coz he even told me don't tell anyone coz this offer is for me only (in my company) ... and he said "if not enuf ... tell me ...!" I believe God is really doing something and boss really saw me doing my very best for this company thats why he offered me this ... (sound like a big offer .. but actually no ... juz very thank God for every little things that happened inme ... count my blessing rite ...) God is great ... really a different when u see someone with God in them and someone without God in them ... I worked with ppl who came from different background and different culture and religion ... (retail mah...)...one word ... "is not easy to work with but i hope God give me wisdom to handle it ...) Thank you Lord ... ^-^ ... Iam thank God that He gav me the opportunity to knew Him and thank God that He save my life and be my saviour ... THANK YOU LORD ... i've promised the Lord that no matter in what situation ... i nvr complaint but accept it with a joyful heart ... Coz God have a great plan for me ... Amen ...^-^... So do you ... gambateh ... ~fighting~ everybody ...^-^...

Too Short ..

Lives is too short to focus on the problem ... ^-^ Lets move forward ... and focus on the future ... ^-^ No matter what coming up ... do our best ... ^-^ ~ fighting ~ ^-^

~ 笨蛋 ~

为什么总觉得他在耍我呢？ 是我想太多。。？还是我的第六感太强。。？ 总觉的自己好像笨蛋般被耍来耍去，已经够了！ 真的受够了！ 我知道上帝是要我把这个人看清楚，所以才让我们又有多一次的交集！ 无论如何，把眼光放长远，别太在意现在。。。 上帝，谢谢您对我说话，也谢谢您在我身边。。。苦口婆心的让我了解。。。 别人或许不懂，也看不见。。。但我知道，就是您！ 我也知，如果您不在，我真的会很糟很糟。。。 如果没了您在身边，在我心里，我想我已不再是我了。。。 让这一切虽您的旨意过去吧 。。。！ 放下是拿起的开始 。。。 加油吧！

1 Peter 3:12 *NIV

FOR THE EYES OF THE LORD ARE ON THE RIGHTEOUS AND HIS EARS ARE ATTENTIVE TO THEIR PRAYER. ( 1 Peter 3:12 *NIV ) Prayer is the most powerful thing on earth! I have witnessed miracles do the prayers of others many times indeed! Therefore, DEVOTE YOURSELVES TO PRAYER, BEING WATCHFUL AND THANKFUL. AND PRAY FOR US, TOO, THAT GOD MAY OPEN A DOOR FOR OUR MESSAGE, SO THAT WE MY PROCLAIM THE MYSTERY OF CHRIST. ( COLOSSIANS 4:2-3 ) Also, when you become filled with cares and woe, or just need a friend to talk with, speak to God. For it only takes.....

Just A Little Prayer

God is ever there for those who really, really care,

He helps dispel your cares and woes with just a little prayer.

Invite the Lord into your heart,He has much love to spare,

A love He gladly would impart with just a little prayer.

Let Him know when things go wrong, no matter when or where, He can fill your heart with song with just a little prayer.

It matters not your race or creed, God does not compare.

He can fill your wants and needs with just a little prayer.

No power on earth can give to man God's immortal blessings rare.

He is the only One who can with just a little prayer.

Poet, Joseph Ferrara

如果一个女孩为你哭泣！

如果一个女孩为你哭泣！ 假如你的生命里有这样一个女孩,她既不漂亮,也不温柔,但她很可爱，和她在一起的日子你很快乐。 很遗憾她不是你喜欢的那种女孩，她始终无法带给你那种心跳的感觉。 在你的生命里，她只是充当了一个过客的角色，来则来，走也不会给你留下任何感情的纠葛。 女孩有时很调皮，约好一起骑车去郊游，见了面却发现原来她是要你带著她走。 说好一起去看电影，可到了电影院门口，她却说忘了带票，然后让你陪她流浪街头到午夜。 她会在约你不成时，偷偷将一枚发卡放在你的衣兜里，第二天再打电话让你把发卡给她送去。。。。。 女孩有时也很乖，她会静静的听你说话，望著你的眼睛发呆，如凝视一尊唯美的雕像。 有时你也会告诉她： "其实你也挺很可爱。" "是么？"女孩笑道。 然后一脸的遗憾："可爱有什么用，我爱的人又不爱我"。 "你爱上谁了？"你一脸的疑惑。 女孩笑而不答。 你曾认为你们的友谊如钢铁长城般坚不可摧，你也为有这样一位红粉知己而暗自庆幸。 她对你关怀倍至，而你也视她为你的哥们，她的事你也总是义不容辞。 女孩有时也很烦，她总是不厌其烦的给你打电话，让你陪她去这去那，而不管你的心情有多坏。 她总是让你陪她吃这吃那，全然不顾你的胃口有多糟。 她也总能让你吃下许多奇怪的食品，让你充当她的实验品，替她尝那些看似美味，但却不知味道如何的街边小吃。 不过女孩其实也很好，每次旅行回来总不忘给你带回一些小礼物，或是一串佛珠，或是一只海螺，都是美丽精巧,虽然它们在你的手里总是会不知去向。 她也会在你生病的时候把几盒上好的药用洁白的手绢包好放在你的桌子上，并不忘准时给你打电话，提醒你吃药。 时间一天天过去，女孩的关怀也越来越无微不至，似乎有点超出了作为朋友而应有的界限。 渐渐的你开始担心,担心一些不该发生的事会发生...... 有一天，女孩问你： "如果有一天我离开了你，你会伤心么？" 你坚决的回答到： "不会！" "为什么？" "因为你不是我的女朋友。" "那我做你的女朋友吧？" 你一脸真诚的回答道： "我想我们还是作朋友比较好,如果你选择离开,我会为你祝福." 女孩依然快乐如以往，只是眼里似乎多了一丝忧郁。 女孩给你打电话的次数少了。 你们见面的次数与她电话的个数成正比。 因为她永远不可能成为你生活的主旋律，所以你从不给她打电话。 即使很长时间不见面，你也没有觉得有什么不对。 你已经习惯了她的主动。 那年的圣诞节，女孩送给你一条白色的围巾，她告诉你这是她织成的第一件成品，费了很多功夫的。 你不肯收。女孩说: “收下吧,这里的冬天很冷的.” 情人节的那天,女孩送你一条皮带,你又不肯收,女孩说: “别以为我要栓住你,我不会自作多情的,只是见你成天用朋友的皮带怕人家心里不愿意,嘴上又不好意思说,才给你买了一条送给你，你可千万别多心。” 以后的日子.女孩越来越多的凝望你的眼.每次分手的时候都会恋恋不舍,好象每次分手都是永诀，走时还不忘问你: "不想对我说点什么吗?" "天黑了,路上小心点。"你一脸的关切. "谢谢"女孩微笑道,声音里有一点苦涩. 望著她消失在夜幕中的背影, 你自言自语到: "你真傻." 她在你的生命里已经存在了很久,当她渐渐远离你的时候,你也没有在乎过,因为你不爱她.你们是朋友，也只是朋友。 "以前我们在一起的日子很快乐不是么?" "是的,很快乐." "那你有没有烦过我?" "说实话,有过." "难道你没有觉得我对你的感情超过了作为朋友的界限?" "没有呀,我觉得我们是模范好朋友." 你撒谎了.女孩停了下来等你.你晃了半天才走到她的身边. "唉,我担心的事终于要发生了,她的自制力怎么这么差,我们本可以是很好的朋友的.有一个异性知己多不容易呀.看来我们的友谊就要到此为止了." 此时,你的心情复杂. 女孩忽然转过身来,望著你.片刻后,说道: "我爱你.""哦，我们现在不是模范好朋友了." "我爱你"女孩倔强的又说了一遍. "那又能怎么样呢?" 你抬起耷了了半天的眼睛,直视女孩火辣辣的目光. 女孩扭过头去,半天没有说一句话. "你爱我么?"女孩开始继续向前走. "不爱."这种拒绝你早已是轻车熟路. "你以后会爱我么?" "不会." "为什么?" "我们相处的日子不短了,我要是爱你.早就爱了,不会等到现在."你苦口婆心的说道。 “如果你爱我,你会告诉我么?” “当然会,如果我早爱上了你,不到中午‘我爱你’这三个字,我就会对你说过不下100次了.” 女孩停下了脚步,你也停在了离她不远的一个花池边,拿出一只烟,点著...... 女孩一直没有说话,也没有继续向前走.你知道她在哭.渐渐的她哭的声音越来越大她一边哭,一边说: “我就知道会是这样,我早就知道.” 她泣不成声的告诉你,她曾是多么的爱你.而又不敢告诉你,她不奢望得到你的爱,她只是想告诉你,她爱你爱了很久很久.和你在一起的日子快乐也痛苦.每次望著你的时候,就会觉得你近在咫尺而又远在天涯,爱你爱了这么久,可却一点也不了解你.你总是对关于自己的事绝口不提,让她觉得你的心离她很远很远.虽然你就在她的身边. 她说她爱你爱的很辛苦,所有你们在一起的快乐日子都成了她痛苦的根源,无时不思,无刻不想,连梦里也不得安静,她的脑海里装满了你的影子,挥之不去.想你的时候,两只手疯狂拍打自己的头,却也无法摆脱对你思念的苦。 她哭了很久很久,哭的很痛很痛,说的每一句话都是夹杂著她的抽泣.那是一种感情的宣泄,那止不住的泪水就向对你的爱如滔滔江水般破堤而出.每一滴泪都是爱的宣言. “为什么要对你掉眼泪，你难道不明白是为了爱... ...”

PROVERBS 16:22 *NIV

PRIDE GOES BEFORE DESTRUCTION, AND A HAUGHTY SPIRIT BEFORE A FALL.( PROVERBS 16:22 *NIV ) We are to humble ourselves, and not let our pride or ego get in the way when dealing with others. For it is written: WHOEVER EXALTS HIMSELF WILL BE HUMBLED, AND WHOEVER HUMBLES HIMSELF WILL BE EXALTED. ( MATTHEW 23:12 ) For, GOD OPPOSES THE PROUD BUT GIVES GRACE TO THE HUMBLE. ( JAMES 4:6 ) So never let your pride or ego convince you that you are more righteous than another. After all, we are all God's Children and He loves each of us equally! THEREFORE LET US STOP PASSING JUDGMENT ON ONE ANOTHER. INSTEAD, MAKE UP YOUR MIND NOT TO PUT ANY STUMBLING BLOCK OR OBSTACLE IN YOUR BROTHER'S WAY. ( ROMANS 14:13 ) Also remember the words of our Savior Jesus Christ, for He said of the end time: MANY WHO ARE FIRST WILL BE LAST, AND MANY WHO ARE LAST WILL BE FIRST.( MATTHEW 19:30 ) Therefore, as God's Child we should: HUMBLE YOUR- SELVES BEFORE THE LORD AND HE WILL LIFT YOU UP. ( JAMES 4:10 ) FOR THE LORD TAKES DELIGHT IN HIS PEOPLE; HE CROWNS THE HUMBLE WITH SALVATION. Amen. ( PSALM 149:4 ) Have a Wonderful Day, and may God Bless You!

ROMANS 8:28 *NIV

AND WE KNOW THAT IN ALL THINGS GOD WORKS FOR THE GOOD OF THOSE WHO LOVE HIM, WHO ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE. ( ROMANS 8:28 *NIV ) We are all called to do something in this life sooner or later! Perhaps your calling is that of a Doctor, Lawyer, or Mother and Housekeeper. Whatever your calling may be, if you truly love doing what you are doing, then you are probably doing God's Will for your life right now. If not then God probably hasn't called you yet. Now it is important to remember that God works in all things, not just in isolated incidents! However that does not mean that all that happens to us is good, for evil is prevalent in this World of ours today. This is because: YOUR ENEMY THE DEVIL PROWLS AROUND LIKE A ROARING LION LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO DEVOUR. ( 1 PETER 5:8 ) So, WHAT THEN, SHALL WE SAY IN RESPONSE TO THIS? IF GOD IS FOR US, WHO CAN BE AGAINST US? (ROMANS 8:31) For it is written: RESIST THE DEVIL, AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU! ( JAMES 4:7 ) So,next time the Devil, that old serpent, tries to bother you tell him to take a hike! After all you are a Child of God, and God has given satan this warning: DO NOT TOUCH MY ANOINTED ONES! ( 1 CHRONICLES 16:22 ) So again I say: RESIST THE DEVIL, AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU! Amen.

JAMES 4:10 *NIV

HUMBLE YOURSELVES BEFORE THE LORD, AND HE WILL LIFT YOU UP. ( JAMES 4:10 *NIV ) Sometimes we all become depressed because of things that happen in our lives. For sometimes we feel: WE ARE HARD PRESSED ON EVERY SIDE, BUT NOT CRUSHED; PERPLEXED, BUT NOT ABANDONED; STRUCK DOWN, BUT NOT DESTROYED. ( 2 CORINTHIANS 4:8-10 ) Now when you feel the pressures of life remember the words of king David, for he wrote: THOUGH I WALK IN THE MIDST OF TROUBLE, YOU PRESERVE MY LIFE; YOU STRETCH OUT YOUR HAND AGAINST THE ANGER OF MY FOES, WITH YOUR RIGHT HAND YOU SAVE ME. ( PSALM 138:7 ) THEREFORE WE DO NOT LOSE HEART. FOR OUR LIGHT AND MOMENTARY TROUBLES ARE ACHIEVING FOR US AN ETERNAL GLORY THAT FAR OUTWEIGHS THEM ALL. SO WE FIX OUR EYES NOT ON WHAT IS SEEM, BUT WHAT IS UNSEEN. FOR WHAT IS SEEN IS TEMPORARY, BUT WHAT IS UNSEEN IS ETERNAL. ( 2 CORINTHIANS 4:16-18 ) So, HUMBLE YOURSELF, THEREFORE, UNDER GOD'S MIGHTY HAND, THAT HE MAY LIFT YOU UP IN DUE TIME. CAST ALL YOUR ANXIETY ON HIM BECAUSE HE CARES FOR YOU! ( 1 PETER 5:6-7 )

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hey guys ... I so miss you guys lar when i view back my blog ... is really a blessed trip with you all ... the memory keep play back in my mind ... the time , the dance , the laughing ... so miss ... ^^ .. Hopefully can see you guys again ... people come and people go ... lots of my frens went back to where they from and where they belongs to ... feeling kinda sad ... ^^ ... hey ya ... do take care and love ya ... !

Is about ~ Time ~

yup...is about time to give up... something i though i can get back but at last i loose it also... As in my msn said ... "giving up meaning that i take up a new challenges in my life ... so it will be a good things ..." And in d other way~can said is a new starting ... ^^ ... Don worry~i'm strong coz i knew that GOD Is with me... and He must have a great plan for me... I just need to be passion and search & earn for it... Lord,by your grace ... i can felt that i became stronger and stronger each day ... is not about me or others ... but is YOU... People might break my heart ... steal my hope ... & ... peace ... but ... You are there to restore it ... as long i keep holding on and count on You ... I cant understand why people so like to break people heart .. i don't think is a fun action to hurt people especially to people we love ... but anyway ... i did my best for them ... Is hard to please people while this pleasing action is against our principal ... So ~ what i need to do is ...stand firm and be passion for the future ... To "someone".. i did my best ... really ...! Just ... this really not what i want ... ! I really need to move on ... if continue like this ... i will getting crazy and lost ~ ! I withdraw myselves seriously now ... ^_^ ... i'm sorry ...! i know u will become better and happier ... if without me in your lives ... move on ... frens ...! God bless you ... ! Thanks for the time and moment we spent together ... !