Calling from ...^^...

haha...suprise....ohh..~~...he call me from korea ohh...so sweet..,just rite after the cell group...!..hehe...^^... but how lar...so many things needs to think about...been thinking of...is he really serious abt it...is he just play ard wif me...? but better not too much in it...who know..."the higher the hope is ,the painer when fall down..." ...treat it like usual then should be enuf and ok lo... ...^^...God...help me to be steady and calm and focus on You but not others things...Amen...! Now listening to a very sad korea song..."Autumn in my Heart..."..been thinking of my past relationship...its juz like the song...very pain and sad and hurt... After that...there are no more pain only...but also some wif fear...discourage...no confident...and hard to trust...a lot alot more.... Juz hope that can get out from it...it takes my decision and initiative... God...am i done wrong all this while...? Do i still got the chance to pull it back...to recover it...? If only my strength...surely it won't or take long time...but wif Your Strength...i BELIEVE no problem....^^... Heart after recovered...time to heal...Gambateh....